Just updated my so-called literature-archive (check it out btw!) and noticed that I didn't post anything for almost a year now - eleven months to be exact. You'd think that I wrote plenty of new things during all that time but all I got are some new parts for one lousy story ...
That realization really gave me a good shock and also made me notice what major role writing really plays in my life. I never realized this before, it was just, I don't know, an occupation that developed out of boredom during my teenage years. And since I'm a perfectionist I always wanted to finish every story that I started. However today ... it's so much more than an occupation. It's like a part of my soul!, that has been missing for almost a year ...
Maybe this explains a bit why I felt so weird for some time now. Maybe I finally reached the turning point? That would be nice, because I began to annoy myself ... :)
Oh whatever, let's talk about my second conclusion! I'm watching "Legend of the Seeker" right about now! I didn't hear about the story of the Sword of Truth before thus I didn't read the books by Terry Goodkind - unfortunately. Just perked up my ears when I heard "Sam Raimi" and "Rob Tapert" in once sentence again :P so I youtubed the series and voilà; already addicted! Just love it - unlike others who bash the show because its just "loosely based on" the novel and not "scripted line by line".
Of course it's clearer with pics in motion ;) but I so think they are long lost sisters xD look alike. Do you? But to tell the truth: both are unique and I like Bridget so much better :P ♥
Pictures:
http://media.photobucket.com/image/bridg
http://thumbs.filmstarts.de/wallpaper/Ni
http://media.photobucket.com/image/kahla
http://multipleverses.com/wp-content/upl
& screen caps from:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iLbulmDMz
http://www.clipfish.de/special/dsds/vide
- Mood:
in love xD - Music:The Killers - When You Were Young
Good morning.
First thing I did today was visiting aunt Wiki to check whether or not my understanding of "summer" and "sunlight" matches the commonly used definitions. Here's what I found:
"Summer is one of the four temperate seasons, marked by the warmest time of year with the longest days."
"Sunshine, a combination of bright light and heat, ..."
Yup; that is what I thought, too. But why for God's sake would all those forecaster talk about "summer" and "sunlight" when there's obviously no "summer" or "sunlight" at all? All I see is a carpet of fat clouds that do not appeal to leave any time soon; I'm not even sure if the sun still exists! It's so suffocating my very last spirit of hope and happiness ...
So with this I'd like to say goodbye to my old friends:
Summer, that always made me sweat.
Sunshine, that brought a smile on my face most of the time.
My spirit I seem to have lost.
and my two special friends Sir Yeti and Khemi, who helped me to survive - even enjoy - biology and chemistry. My friends, who left me unexpectedly (okay, I already noticed that Khemi was shrinking every day ...) and way too early:
I'm gonna miss all of you :( ! Let's meet again, in the next life.
Edit (1:23 PM):
Wow, next life came pretty damn fast. Is that good or bad now? xD
Oh well, at least there's a little sunshine; the sun is still there ...
... but I miss my (other) friends :( Wahaaaaa *searches for corner and hides in it
to cry in privacy* ._.
Edit (2:51 PM):
It's back to being cloudy again ... :(
Conclusion of the day (6:53 PM):
Totally unsettled weather. I hate it.
- Mood:
awake - Music:Snow Patrol - Somewhere A Clock Is Ticking
F-I-N-A-L-L-Y!
I'm back, Live Journal
! Gosh, feels kinda strange 0ôSo let me tell you what kept me busy for so damn long!
At first I've been busy with my Abitur (see last post). Actually it wasn't as hard as expected! All of my exams worked out the way I wanted them to be - except one. But hey; everyone gets bad days, right? So, yeah, I did good and I'm totally pleased with the results ^^
However, there was a "problem" with my study course. There is no NC (like in most of the other study courses around here ...) so I needed to attend a qualification test - and that rather early, too! After sending in some work samplings - thankfully I could use old ones otherwise I wouldn't have made it until the deadline - I received an invitation for the second round; a homework with the topic "mysteries" with a following presentation on campus in another three weeks. What I did? I built another homepage (in German) with an interactive story! My study course calls itself Digital Media btw and I chose Interactive Media as main focus. Oh and it's in English :D! Aw it's just so perfect for me ... However, back to the point; the point being that I passed! And I'm soooooo damn happy about it! A friend of mine tagged along btw and she passed the test, too! Getting to know new people is one thing but knowing that there's also a familiar face around is wonderful, too :]
That was until last week - in which
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sophsfirebird came by for another week's stay like the year before. So no break for me again xD But I really enjoy her company so that wasn't a problem at all; it was real nice to see her again ^^ Although I kinda hoped for better weather :( It's not as if we couldn't enjoy ourselves during rainy, dreary days ... but it would've spread our options if you know what I mean :/ Oh well, couldn't call mother nature to change it so I'm just gonna look forward to next year when I'm gonna visit her :D *is excited already* xDAnd that's what happened to me the last few months. Come to think of it I'm glad that everything (concerning my future) is over now - for a while at least. Got two and a half month until I begin to study. So I'm gonna use that time for myself. I don't really know what it is but it might be that the knowledge that nothing won't be the same in the future is kicking in - and it scares me sometimes. It's exciting too! but most of the time I think about all the bad stuff that might happen. Comes with being a pessimist, I guess ...
That's it for now! Just one more thing: I'm thinking about re-designing this page - icons and profile included - due to the fact that my life changes, too. But I'm not sure about it yet :/ There's just one thing I'm sure about for the time being: updates are coming up - so stay tuned, will ya? ;P
- Mood:
uneasy - Music:/
... like you haven't already noticed ... xD
So yeah. Finally I got a little time on my hands to post something in here. Wanted to do that for a little while now.
I won't be able to post something new (no posts, no fan fiction updates, ...) in another two or three months - at least not regularly. That's because I'm doing my Abitur right now (there's no English word for it but I think it's best described as a general qualification for university entrance. It's the highest graduation from school in Germany ;) ) and I'm really busy preparing for my exams.
So ... see you in summer! :]
- Mood:
scared - Music:/
Since it seems to be the time for "LJ-I'm-still-alive-entries" I thought I'd write one myself!
What a shame, huh? Thought you got rid of me, huh? Ha! :]
So, yeah, I'm still alive - but rather busy with school and all. I swear that goddamn Mayor Art Course is driving me nuts. Slowly but constantly. Just when you think: Yey, free time! there she is and gives you another task to work on. Meww :(
Hope to get back here rather soonish though ^^
- Mood:
working - Music:Rammstein - Mein Teil
Hehe, you need to check this one out - it's hilarious :D
Mario feat. Seth MacFarlane = awesome ^^ Never really loved Family Guy or American Dad though ... :P
"Uuuh you leaped a lot of mushrooms, I'm so impressed."
"Well you're the one who got captured by mushrooms!"
[...]
"I'm not that- you got kidnapped by something that goes on a salad!"
That is so damn right xDD! Go Mario, hehe.
- Mood:
happy - Music:Justin Timberlake - Like I Love You
Oh my! Two years already? Damn. Well, almost anyways ...
What I'm trying to say is: Sometimes I really think I play too fucking much.
(Click for full size!)
Changed the batteries for my two Wiimotes 29 times in a little less than 2 years ... not to bad I think? The small ones were use to my MP3-Player :]
- Mood:
kinda impressed - Music:SSB Brawl OST - Yoshi's Island Wildlands
Sry for the entry-less time but, you know, I'm somewhat lazy busy for the time being & don't know what to write about :(
Anyways. Please check out the updates for my literature website! Added another English Xena oneshot among other things. Hope you enjoy- and please please leave a comment, okay? *puppy eyes* :]
I got tagged by ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
kittehbear :
1. Choose a singer/band/group.
2. Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group.
3.Tag 7 more people.
Ah and before I forget ... I took a nice picture not so long ago and was wondering if any outstanding person would figure it out:
(Click for full size)
A little
Edit: ~Click for the solution!
PS: Just for the record: Sometimes I really hate you, LJ entry editor thingy!
- Mood:
excited - Music:Kingdom Hearts OST - Deep Jungle
Yeyyy! After all this time I finally got to lay hands on the darn programm. It's because of my short internship, that I'm doing this week.
I love it. I love messing around with it.
And I'm going to get it!
(Click the picture for full size!)
- Mood:
kinda irritated - Music:/
Finally wrote something new for all you German "Charmed" fans;
Check out the update here!
But let's get to the real point now: Look what
freakofantgot me! 
Thanks again,
freakofant, I really really love him! And I really really love you
!- Mood: happy
- Music:Donkey Kong Country 2 OST - Under The Water
I can already tell: That's going to be pretty boring :P
I might be able to upload some nice Spain pictures soonish. So stay tuned ...
Also I might be able to have a life again. Yey! :]
- Mood:
touched - Music:Los Campesinos! - Death To Los Campesinos!
...
Urgh <.<
However, Jigglypuff rocks
- Mood:
hungry - Music:/
Just wanted to tell you that I'm back from Spain :]
The atmosphere had it's ups and downs just like the weather ... but I got to bath in the cold ocean twice nevertheless ^^
Pictures coming up soon when I get my hands on the pictures my friends have taken :).
- Mood:
lonely - Music:/
So here's another one :]
Let's see what comes out of it today ...
*again: insert dramatic dum-dum-dum-music here*
Dear
xscylon,I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'll join the monastery (Oh by the Gods! <.<). I think I realized it First of May outside of Chicago and I saw you pull the clothes off my John F. Kennedy-statue. I'm sure you're frostbidden enough to understand that your Honda sucks. I'm returning our matching snoopy-bibs to you, but I'll keep your left ear as a memory. You should also know that I get sick when I think of embarrassing rash.
Go burn,
Kathrin
You know the first two sentences actually make sense! It gets boring though because most of this stuff (like my name) doesn't chance. So I think this was the last one of those :]
Oh and just if you were wondering: I'm still in my pajama! And I'm probably going to wear it all day :P
- Mood:
worried - Music:Avril Lavigne - Nobody's Home
*insert dramatic dum-dum-dum-music here*
So you better listen carefully cuz' I'll only say it once :] ya?
Dear
october_miss,I don't really know how to tell you this, but your nostrils are insulting. I think I realized it First of May outside of Chicago and I saw you sit at the crazy monk. I'm sure you're frostbidden enough to understand that I get turned on by garbage men. I'm returning our matching snoopy-bibs to you, but I'll keep your left ear as a memory. You should also know that I get sick when I think of embarrassing rash.
Go burn,
Kathrin
Ha, when I read the first sentence of your letter I was like "omfg-wth?!" :D
Now I know that it's just pure awesomness xD
Go burn ;D and thanks for the ear!
- Mood:
okay - Music:/
However, I need that bonus time to do my homework. It's quite a lot :(( so I won't have much time to do some fun stuff like racing on MK or rambling something here ;) But who cares?- Only one month and a half to go until summer break! And then I'm having a lot of time on my hands and I'm able to have some real fun for once :D It's also the time where Brawl finally comes to Europe, so ... *can't wait anymore- aaaaaaahhh!!*
The weather is just awesome ... I'm getting outside now. First I have to build "Emma" - a new bench for our garden :] And then I tink that I should help my mother to paint the other one that's standing besides our door. And when we're finished there might still be some time for a short sunbath - yeeey!!! *is obsessed with sun* xP
So - hell yeah - I'm busy :D
- Mood:
hyper - Music:/
... but what? xD I have absolutely no idea so I'm just gonna ramble.
I wondered today ... why is it that every time I need the internet for something unusual it's not working? That's not fair :[ First it crashed at my Wii and then at my PC, too. Don't know why! Now it works again ... at the computer, that is <.< I believe I can't do anything about it but wait for it to work again :\
"The Butterfly Effect" is on TiVo today and I'm gonna watch it. I remember liking that movie - those time jumps are awesome! And the different time lines are cool, too. And since I got nothing to do I might as well refresh my memories about the whole story/movie.
That's it for now. My brain is empty ;]
- Mood:
blank - Music:/
I don't know what the reason was/is but I'm kinda disappointed that no one just one appreciated my work & pictures and was so kind to at least leave a comment behind. But I think I can't really do anything about that, now, can I?
Since I'm almost bored to death I think I'm going to work on my problem now. What the problem is? Well, as you might have noticed I didn't post any writings in a very long time ... so now I'm faced with Hobson's choice:
I'm going to write something - anything - right NOW!
Not sure if my "strategy" will work out but I don't have anything left to loose.
- Mood:
bored
I'm afraid the pictures are kinda mixed up a little but that shouldn't hurt though. Especially since I named them. If there are any questions left feel free to ask :]
Click here to view the photo album at Photobucket.
The password is: ponkeyinspain.
Hope you enjoy! :] And remember: comments are <3
Oh and you're allowed to use those if you like to but please inform & credit me if you do so!
- Mood:
pleased - Music:Silbermond - Durch Die Nacht
Gods, was that cool! The only things I hated were that:
1. not a single person spoke German or English which led to understanding issues.
2. the Spanish are total egoists. Sorry to say but that's how they presented themselves to us. However, maybe they were just having a bad
Back in black btw :3 Okay, more like fried but that doesn't matter. Finally I got some real color in my face. Normally I'm rather pale, you know.
I think I can upload some pics of Madrid (& the other cities of Spain I was in) by the end of the week. This city is just awesome. There's no other word for something huge and impressive like that. And the weather ... *sigh* ... Heavenly! I still got itchy feet :\ although I rather burned myself ^^Oh but the quote in the headline is from my friend, who burned herself even more than I did, so ... I consider myself lucky xD
Today's not possible, uploading the pictures I mean, because of school ... had some homework for my holidays that I didn't know about. So I have to do those this evening. Life can be a real pain :(
- Mood: awake
- Music:REM - Imitation Of Life
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